The soap opera called my life
Sunday, August 06, 2006
  Ponderings....
So, alot has been on my mind lately...work, ZTA advisor stuff, friends and family, love, living a christian life.... Praise God that alot of my prayers concerning these things have been answered. I feel like I have a good start going at work...my classroom looks great and I feel quite organized, ready to go. ZTA stuff...well we'll just have to wait and see. Not really prayed much about this honestly. My friends and family are all great, happy, healthy...a wonderful prayer to have answered! I feel like I am doing an okay job living the Christian life...I am not perfect by any means, only God was, though. However, I ask forgiveness and can feel secure in that I have that. Now love is a different story....

When it comes to love, I have prayed about it, I guess not a whole lot lately because of everything else going on and sometimes my frustration with it, to be honest. I pray that God will send me someone that loves and appreciates me for me, lets me be me. I pray for a man that will accept my independence but yet step up to the plate when needed...a man that will make me laugh and gets my sense of humor, someone I can be a kid with and also serious when needed, someone who won't take advantage of my sweet nature, someone who is honest and affectionate, someone who will realize the great woman I feel I am, someone I can communicate with and learn from...someone I can be best friends with...

I long for a guy that wants to get to know the real me...looks beyond the blonde hair, blue eyes, and body...someone who gets to know the REAL me. The woman who had the courage and strength to leave all she had ever known to move to Atlanta by herself...the woman who had the determination to shed 40-50 lbs when she moved to Atlanta, the woman who has a heart full of love and compassion for others, a woman who loves her friends and family unconditionally and is there for them no matter what, the woman that has overcome some obstacles in life (my turner's syndrome and all that entails, etc.) and handled them in stride...the woman who loves God and has some high morals...a woman who is independent in lots of ways...a woman with goals of finishing grad school, a house, hopefully kids one day....

I know that with this I have to have patience and prayer...and when the time is right God will answer my prayers beyond my wildest dreams!

Sorry for the long blog...I needed to write though :) I needed to be reminded of all I have to be thankful for and say again how great God is, how I have to keep up the praying! Much love!
 
Comments:
Hang in there! I know how you feel. You are such a wonderful person, and someone who appreciates that and is worthy of that will find you one day. It just takes patience and faith. :)
 
one of the things to remember is that you have made a series of choices about whom you would like to be with and how that person should be

it will take you awhile to find a person who meets your criteria

that doesn't mean you should change the criteria, just know it will take a little longer

when i did sales my boss said:

for every 10 cold calls you will get one qualified lead

for every 10 qualified leads, you will get one sale

you job as a sales person is to reduce your call to sales ratio to as close to one ot one as possible

i always thought that idea had a great deal of application in dating

how can you weed out all the incompatable people? there's the trick
 
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