Okay, so the past month I have been seeing this great guy. I was very excited about him...we had so much in common, had fun together, everything seemed great about him and us. Well that all took a turn for the worst this past Saturday. After going line dancing, we go back to his place. I was going to stay there, but behave myself (aka-no sex). Well he had other ideas, and got an attitude and all when I refused all his reasons for why we should sleep together. He wasn't happy, but still seemed okay. So that , plus some stuff he told me, kinda freaked me out....I was going to try to talk to him about it all though, be all mature and stuff he he Well, I haven't talked to him in over 2 days. It doesn't take a genius to figure out why, huh?
That kind of guy has no place in my life, AT ALL.. I deserve so much more than that. I deserve someone who respects the fact that since my baptism on Christmas Day, I am a born-again virgin, and celebacy is the only way for me until the words "I Do" come out of my mouth. I had said that before, but this time with God and my faith to lean on, I am going to hold true to that. I want and and need a good Christian guy that has the same morals and values as me, so that this won't be a problem later. I want a guy to encourage my faith and my relationship with God...not try to destroy it. Maybe I am being too religious, but oh well....God died for ME , with NAILS in him-how horrible! But he did it out of LOVE. He deserves ALOT, and that includes my faith and love.
Please don't take this as being judgemental...I would never EVER do that. These are just my own personal beliefs and how I plan to live my life. No matter what, I love all my friends on here, and it's not my job to pass judgement.  ¶ Thursday, February 09, 2006